Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Wind beneath My Wings

I remember my first ever blog back in 2004…. Looking back super serious ang dating… maybe because life is as serious as it is then…. Have lots of sentiments…, just came from a heartache,… confused…, searching, wondri’n around with nothing…., mixed signals from everywhere… building a name…. pagbangon from scratch…. new found destiny..All this and more was the mixed me then,…. Had a duple personalities depending on each battle mentioned. But nonetheless there stood the BRAVE MEEEEHHHHHH….And here comes a more COLORFUL, bubbly ME with less sentiments…, no more heartaches…, directed.., stopped the search…, wondri’n around for lots of something…, have build a name…, standing tall… and HAPPY… the genuine meaning of the WORD…
So this is a Thank you Blog for all those people, I have met and have carried me through all of life’s battle….to whom i call the WIND beneath my WINGS
1. My newfound Faith and closeness to my Savior- You allowed me to experience the worst so I can appreciate the best and pouring me still with all the BEST for I now know how to appreciate and give it back to others who will appreciate it same way as I did…
2. MY HUSBAND- my 360 degrees find…. a close to perfect guy for an imperfect me. You’ve made me a better person and have loved me for my flaws… This is one man I can die a thousand death if taken away from me…
3.MY FAMILY- push me hard and I shall never fall…. because 3 of them are behind me catching and will help me stand no matter what kind of fall…
4. MY LITTLE ANGEL IN HEAVEN- Thank you for letting me feel how it is to be real. God may have taken you from me and daddy but I know God will also give you back soon for me to feel.
5. MY FRIENDS
* Miomer Yu- How could someone as vulnerable as you be mistakenly told a lot of so and so… How can a face like yours would still doubt of the ships he can launch… hahahahaha!!! o tula yan ha,…. Been busy since but not a single minute I forget…A brother that yet to be combined by blood… Flawed yet loved. Vulnerable yet sweet… Smart but yet to be known… Futuristic yet past forward…Sentimental yet ideal… All this and more is a BESTFRIEND that all the world could share yet only me could have….
* Julie- If God gives gifts in packages… this girl is a bonus package not just for me but for Momo..A filling to a lacking BESTFRIEND; my answered prayer to cure a heart of a friend; See deep in her eyes and find genuiness of finding true happiness…give her sentiments and shell give you confidence; share your weakness and she will give you strength…
    * TONI-(du rui)- My laughing doll… So dolled up for a doll but funnier like a clown…Nagger like a mom but sweeter than pan… I have loved you like a true daughter and thank you for loving me like a true mother..
*BRO- my first prayer ever granted.. I prayed then for a brother for keeps... I already lost a bro and a sis before this little bro... And it broke my little heart then not to deserve a brother to keep. God heard my prayer as he was battling for his life when he was born... and now I dont only have a bro that I can call my own but a person whose inspiring me in so many ways..
*MOM- my number one fan.... a stage mother that she is who had made my weaknesses into strengths... who had made an effort for me to have my unique identity uncomparable to others.. and pushing hard my skills until they become my talents...
* PAPA- my kakampi during those fights with mom... my front and negotiator with mom.... I know your still is up to now while there in heaven... I can feel that your still doing things for me but have entrusted some things with K.. I will forever be grateful that you are my FATHER... LOve and MIss you Papa...

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